So I went to my friends house on Wednesday for a potluck, the one who lives in T's neighborhood. As I was walking there I suddenly got all nervous that I might run into him again like last time. Not this time though. I have to say that I was slightly disappointed. What is wrong with me? I don't want him. I know he's not right for me. I know he doesn't want me. Later, I realized from facebook stalking him that he moved and might not even live in that neighborhood anymore.
Lately, I've been spending some time with K's roommate, just because it's someone new to hang out with and possibly someone to introduce me to new people. Well, I have to say I do not like her crowd. They're kinda young and the guys are SO not my style-very young, very meatheadish, very cocky, very crass. Not my flava. BUT on top of all that, she has so much drama that it makes me super jealous. I mean, she's not the prettiest girl on the street, but neither am I, and yet she has all these potential guys hanging around that she's interested in. I totally wish I had that. Although, she's into the kinda guys I'm not.
I wish I knew where to find the kind of guys I'm into-tall, skinny, intelligent, mature, modest, interested in the same things musically as I am...I just know that they're all taken...or gay. Sometimes I just wish I had drama, even just a little, just to make life interesting. It hasn't been interesting in 2 1/2 years and I'm betting it won't get any more interesting in the future what with all my friends gettin hitched and not wanting to ever go out not that I ever really met anyone from going out.
This post is so haphazard, sorry. BTW I'm watching the Holiday on TV right now....and who would go on a vacation swap and just happen to run into someone who looks like Jude Law...oh yeah, that would be someone who looks like Cameron Diaz. Yup.
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hahaha, and one of the hosts for the movie just said "you know, I'm really uncomfortable with how attractive they both are." It just made me laugh out loud. I'm glad I'm not the only one.
Fantastical as it was, I found "The Holiday" very entertaining. It's funny that you mention drama. I have none. And as much as I do like that, sometimes I wonder what it's like to have all that attention. That's where living vicariously comes in!
I agree with neverhadaboyfriend -- for the most part, I think I'm relatively drama-free. Sure, there are nuisances in my life, but I don't make a huge production out of it...which I think is what separates me from the drama queens.
I wonder, though, if it takes a drama queen to attract a man...like, maybe that's what men expect of us? I've noticed that, on eHarmony, every time I've written down that I'm not a very romantic person, that's one of the chief reasons I get shut down.
Something to ponder (for me), I guess.
Haha! We like the same kind of guys! Maybe we should hang out and cause our own drama!
I watched The Holiday yesterday and thought, "Who the hell goes to a small town that supposedly has no good guys and meets Jude Law?" Guess that's Hollywood for ya!
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