Monday, May 19, 2008

Masochistic to the end

Why, why do I do this to myself? I decided, on some random whim, to email T today at 4. He didn't write me back before I left work, which inevitably left me thinking why. I know that it was stupid, and yet I hit the send button and off it went. I didn't say much, except that sorry I missed his get-together and that maybe we should meet up for drinks or lunch sometime. Ugh! I disgust myself.

M and C want to meet me for lunch on Saturday. I guess C is back home from the Midwest for the weekend. I told them I had to work at 5 so as long as I can get home and ready for work by 5, then ok. Again, masochistic. It will not go well, I know it won't change anything.

On a happier note, I did find out today that my job is changing from a one-year term appointment to a full time position, which means higher pay grade and, most importantly, salary! yippee!

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